Can’t do it alone.

It’s a new year! Time for a new me.

I kinda got kicked off the wagon a while back but I’m ready to jump back on again. And with more motivation than ever. I’m leaving for Hawaii in about 30 days and at this point, there is NO way I’m going on the beach looking the way I do. So I’m just  going to pick my self up and get back to the begining. I’ve actually gained 3lbs more than my starting weight from last time so I know I’m not going to be at my goal in a month but I’m going to do the best I can. And I’m glad to see I’m not the only one back on  this site that’s lost touch for a while. Heather - We’ve got your wedding in 5 months and 5 days! Lets finish what we started last time :)

What motivation?

My first post… aww, it only took a month!

So I’ve really been thinking alot about this whole weight loss thing, Trying to figure out why its not working. I feel motivated for a couple of days but then I either give up after not seeing anything change on the scale, or tell myself ”a couple fries aren’t going to kill me…” Let me tell you, its NOT easy working at a bar when you’re on a diet. Those fryers are just too easy to work. And it’s even worse on Sundays when my usual crowd brings in hot sausage and kielbasa and wings (which by the way, are the best wings I’ve ever had, and they’re baked!). I really need to focus.
I REALLY want to get down atleast 15lbs by Halloween. I’ve been really good lately, I haven’t gone out a lot, I’ve been eating healthier and small portions, and I’ve been exercising every day. I got a Wii Fit! It’s so much fun, I’ve only had it since saturday and I’ve already unlocked most of the workouts and little balance things. And I’ve been walking Ginger approximately 2 miles every day (except for today because its raining). She loves me even more now :)

I really think I’m going to make some progress now. I’m excited!